Hoarders

I by no means live in filth like the families on the television show "Hoarders", but I must admit that I do like to hang on to things that hold sentimental value. I was especially proned to hoarding things in Jr. High and High School. Since I left for college (in 2001), my parents have moved downstairs and use my bathroom/closet and turned my old bedroom into a gym. During the holidays I spent some time cleaning out some of my "stuff" that had been shoved in every nook and cranny. I thought I would share with my blog readers a few of my favorite things that I found during the purge. These things have had a part in shaping me into the person I am today.

• "Marty (ex-boyfriend) Memories": I got a good laugh finding the Valentine's Day card where he wrote "You are so sweat". That was classic. Now that he is married I hope he has learned how to tell his wife that she is "sweet" and not "sweat". I also enjoyed reading the yearly Thanksgiving Day cards he gave me. This yearly ritual meant so much that I have started giving people Thanksgiving Day cards/presents. The most meaningful things I found were cards given to me by his mother. She died in 2001 and was an amazing woman who I think about often. It was nice to take some time to remember who she was and how she influenced my life.
• Awards and Recognitions: I found every old report card, TAAS test score, College Acceptance letter and all 500 medals neatly organized and separated by grades/schools. Along with those things I found yearbooks, stacks of school pictures and the 2 "Letter Blankets" I received for Academic Excellence. It was fun to look through these things and think back about how much I have changed through the years. I have great memories from my years in grade school. I kept all of these things - obviously.
• GT Projects: I found a binder I made the year I worked with the Special Ed department for my independent project. It was fun to look through the book and see how my life was change working with those guys. I laughed out loud when I read at the end of the book "I hope that one day I have the opportunity to work with special needs children as an adult. I learned as much from them as they learned from me." I would say that this year my life has been changed having the opportunity to teach - and I am teaching special ed!
• Letters/School Pictures: I found stacks and stacks of letters written from friends and passed in the hallways. Lots of BFFs and FFL. I loved looking at the pictures of Lee Ann through the years and all the letters we wrote back and forth. Drama - Drama - Drama - it is a miracle we made it through those years.
• Get Well Soon stuff: For my blog readers that are unaware - on March 12, 1996 I fell off my horse and had some serious injuries. I was lifeflighted to Herman Hospital. It was a life changing experience for many people involved. People from all over were praying for me and my family. God's power was made evident through the miracles seen during that time. I had a hard time getting rid of things from that part of my life. I had even kept the restraints used on my bed in ICU. I threw most of it away, but I did keep a binder I made of the cards sent to me during my hospitalization and recovery time. I had over 200 cards sent to me and received over 20 stuffed animals (flowers were not allowed while I was in ICU). It is nice to remember how people supported my family during this time, but more importantly a sign of how when people come together in prayer God's power is made known.

I dwindled my keepsakes down considerably, but I will never forget the memories made during my childhood. I look forward to looking back on these days and seeing how the memories I am making today will change the person I become. Stay tuned.

Princess Peanut Buttercup

I adopted my precious Peanut Buttercup 4 years ago and she has been the love of my life ever since. She is the most annoyingly yappy dog and has zero control of her bladder or licking, but I love her anyway. Sunday afternoon I walked in my parent's house and there was no sign of her. She never barked or moved out of her spot. I knew something was wrong. She had started feeling bad Saturday night, but my parents had waited to tell me.

I took her to the vet this morning. They determined that she has injured her back, mainly due to the fact that her spine can't support the extra 5 lbs. she has gained living with Nana and Puddin'. After several x-rays (and lots of $$$) they gave her a shot of morphine and some medicine to take.

When we got home she couldn't keep her eyes open and did nothing but sleep and lay around all afternoon. After taking her medicine tonight she finally started acting more like herself.

The vet found bladder stones on the x-rays and says that it is a result of frequent urinary tract infections (of which I had no clue she was having). The vet says they need to come out - which means surgery. I am leaning towards being a selfish pet owner and forgoing the surgery. I figure if mom has had 4 kidney stones stuck in her bladder for over 2 months now and lived without having surgery then Peanut can handle it too.

Her follow-up appointment is on January 2. I said I was going to send Kev-o to be the one to say "no" to the surgery. In the mean time Peanut is not allowed to jump, climb up or down stairs andd must remain on a strict diet. I hope that and her medicine makes her feel as good as new.

*History Update* My Papa has now called me 3 times to update me on history. I am required to stop by for a book to read before our history lesson. Just so you know he has twice commented on my degrees and how they obviously mean nothing (another jab against A&M for the Texas grad - with a history degree). If you know him you understand that the stupid comment now makes me a complete idiot in his mind.

Christmas Break - Part 1

My first Christmas break as a teacher has officially started. I must say the start to the break has exceeded my expectations. It has been fabulous!!!!

I got to leave school around 12:45 on Friday afternoon and went to Kyle and Mary Michele's house to hang out with Meredith. I had so much fun catching up with her! Friday night Kristi, Mary Michele, Meredith and I had a GNO. We went to Galveston to enjoy yummy Mexican food at Tortuga and the Festival of Lights at Moody Gardens. The weather was perfect and the company was even better. We laughed so hard the people at surrounding tables were giving us looks. Now that is a good time. It was fun to catch up and enjoy some laughs together. This was my first year to enjoy the Festival of Lights and they did not disappoint...well...there were some lights out which stunk....but overall they were beautiful and it was fun!

The night was made complete with frequent updates from Michelle and the arrival of baby Megan!

Saturday morning I got to meet my new roommate Megan Kate Tanner. She is absolutely beautiful and I can't wait to watch her grow up! After Will arrived with Madisyn I left to allow them time to hang out as a family.

Saturday was the girls' (Faith, Hope and Joy) 7th birthday. It is hard to imagine that they have gotten so big. When I talked to them on the phone it made my heart melt thinking about how much they have grown up! They had just turned 1 when I first started working for them. WoW - time flies!

I spent the rest of my morning running errands and taking a nap! This is one of the wonderful things about holidays/weekends....uuummmmm!

Saturday afternoon I got my hair done for the holiday season. I love the new color and the girl did a great job on the cut! I'll take pics to show the new do later. Then I went to The Woodlands to hang out with an old friend. We had a great evening catching up and hanging out with each other. Good Times and a fun evening to start the break! :)

I traveled to Livingston this afternoon - just in time to catch the last part of Sunday lunch. I made a stupid comment about not knowing when the Civil War was, so now I get to spend Tuesday morning having a history lesson with Papa - woopee! This will teach me to keep my mouth shut.

I am snug as a bug in my warm bed and happy to be spending time with my family!

Controlling my Emotions

This week I have been a little bit emotional....ok, ok - I'll be honest with my fellow bloggers - I have been an emotional wreck. It seems like every little thing has made me either cry or be angry.

At school my kids are wired on a Christmas high and teachers are losing patience. It has been a looooonnnnnggggg week in special ed. I have had to deal with some pretty intense situations that some kids are going through, which really I have no control over. It makes me angry at parents and adults that innocent children are hurt physically and emotionally - instead of cared for and nurtured - it literally makes me sick to my stomach.

I am super excited about my very long Christmas break, but I feel like my life will just be a crazy mess for two weeks. I will have fun visiting everybody, but my homebody self will be a little freaked out. I will be spending a lot of time in Livingston - not that I am not in love with my family - but there really isn't much to do there. I am accustomed to going and doing - whatever and whenever.

I just came in my room and decided to do my Advent devotional before heading to the gym. I opened up the book to the wrong day and started reading about accepting the Peace we have, because we know that God is in control. The focus of the devotion was controlling our own emotions. I lost control of my emotions and started to cry. I pray that I will be able to control my emotions throughout this holiday season and that stupid things like Billy Joel cds falling out of books won't make me cry for 30 minutes. (Yes, I do realize that I am stupid - you don't have to tell me.)

I pray that I will trust God's plan for my dad. I pray that I remember that comments made by family members are not intended to hurt me. I pray that my children (from school) will be safe, not afraid and fed during this vacation - and that I remember that I have done all I can do. I pray that my focus for the holiday season is simply to love - and to be loved! :)

I know, I know - I am a total nerd!

Role Models

This year, on top of how much I have been sick, both of my parents have stayed sick as well. It has been a long semester for them. The past two weeks have been especially stressful with my dad's illness. Last Monday he went in for probably the 800th test in 8 weeks and they were going to test for pancreatic cancer. The wait from Monday-Wednesday was long and scary for me. We were glad to find out that he does not have cancer, but there is still no definite reason for the pain he has been feeling. He is currently on a new diet and taking pig enzymes - weird. He says that he feels better. I am so thankful!

The past two weeks I have thought a lot about my life and my parents. I really had a hard time thinking about what my life would be like if/when something happened to my parents. They have been such amazing people in my life. Through the good times and the bad times I have never had to question their love for me. I would not have been able to accomplish the things I have done in life without their continuous support and encouragement!!!!

Mom: My favorite thing about my mom is that I always know how she feels. She never hides her feelings - good or bad. I don't think she can. I love to be cook, sew and craft with her - I love to laugh with her!!! She is the best!

Dad: I love the way he loves my mother. Throughout my entire life I have always known, no matter how hard things were, that he was/is completley in awe of my mom. Being able to see that allowed me to have feelings of complete security growing up. As an adult, knowing how hard relationships can be, I know that if I ever get married I want that kind of love!

I am so in love with my parents and thankful for the times I have with them!

Thanksgiving Holidays Update

This is my first "teacher holiday" to experience and it has been a BLAST! Before I left Houston I got to spend some quality time with Kristi, MM and Michelle. I also got housekeeping things completed - like changing out my summer clothes for my winter clothes (which required 2 trips to the storage unit).

I have been in Livingston since Sunday night. It has been the longest amount of time I have spent here since I was in high school. I always had to work in college, so I never spent this much time at home. I thought I would go crazy, but I have kept myself busy and had a great time.
Sunday night - FBC Priase Banquet
This is an annual tradition that I have not attended in 8 years - strange but fun!
Monday - Lee Ann, Mason and Megan = 1 happy Aunt Kristin
Tuesday - Mannafest and Calobe's Basketball game (his team kicked tail - it was fun!)
Wednesday - Dinner with the Wood family women
Thursday - Wood family Thanksgiving and great night with old friends (Alice, Chris and Calobe)
Friday - Breakfast with the family, Christmas tree shopping and Jones family Thanksgiving

Tomorrow I am going to help my parents decorate the tree and then I am headed back to Houston. I have had a lot of fun, but I must have a day to get ready for reality. I have several things that need to get done before school on Monday.

I have been worried about making it through Christmas holidays, but I think I'll be ok!

I am thankful for...food, clothes and shelter

This morning I worked at the local shelter to help them prepare for the holiday madness. The work I did was pretty low key - I just packed up boxes to be shipped out on Thursday to shut-ins. Although I didn't have social interaction with people needing assistance, I did have time to think about the blessings I have. One of the things we packed up was water bottles filled with powdered laundry detergent. Little things like that get taken for granted so easily.

Two things from today:
1) I need to be more grateful for the "things" I so easily have in my life.
2) I need to spend more of my time and energy helping those who don't have the luxury of running to the store to get anything you want much less need.

So far it has been a GREAT Thanksgiving holiday and I have a lot to be thankful for!

I am thankful for...2008-2009

I am certain I will miss thousands of people/things I am thankful for, but just to name a few.....

• I am thankful for my (constantly growing) family and the support and love they give me.
• I am thankful for my education and the freedom it gives me to try out new things.
• I am thankful for Deani Quick and the countless hours of her life she spent helping me get a teaching job.
• I am thankful for Sarah Hale and the constant support she gave me at UBC as a friend and as a faithful volunteer. I am also thankful for her heart for preschool families and willingness to give so much of her time to the preschool ministry.
• I am thankful to UBC and their generosity towards me as I changed jobs with very little notice.
• I am thankful for my new friend at Bay who have helped me learn the ropes and taught me so many new things....especially: Cathy, Carolyn, Nelda, Amy, Erin and Kristina.
• I am thankful for friends and their love and support this past year....especially with my job change: Michelle, MM, Kristi, Lee Ann, Alice, Shawna, Sarah, Melissa, Colette, Jenny and many more....
• I am thankful that my new job allows me to spend even more time with my family and friends.
• Last, but definitely not least, I am thankful for Robert and the love and support he showed me this past year. It was difficult with the stresses of interviews, let downs, job change and being sick so much. I couldn't have asked for better support!

I am thankful for...Michelle (Will, Madisyn and Megan)

My first week of work in June 2006 was incredibly scary for me. I moved to one of the biggest cities in the world and didn't know anyone. This small town girl was a little bit overwhelmed. After a couple of weeks of cold sholders from the girls (Courtney, Julie and Michelle) we finally broke through the awkwardness and became friends. These are friendships that I will be eternally grateful for.

The years past and people moved - life situations changed - but Michelle and I have stayed great friends. There is very little about my incredibly complicated life that she does not know - and she still loves me. :)

We have had plenty of times being insanely silly together and times where we just cried together. She has been with me through good days at work and bad months at work, plenty of relationships, nights of OGKL, and crazy nights with Krystal.

The past year has been busy for both of us. She got married, is having a new baby and changed jobs. I well.... I guess all I did was change jobs - but I must be a little more dramatic than she is. Anyway our new jobs took us away from spending the days together at work. It was a sad thought. The even worse news was that Dave Ramsey required us to make plans with the new salaries we would be dealing with (both less than we were making before). Michelle, Will, Madisyn and Megan graciously allowed me to move in with them. YEA!

We don't get to see each other much, but I am so thankful for the time we do get to spend together. I can't imagine how little we would get to spend together if I didn't live in the guest room. Because of their generosity, I am still able to plan vacations and go out to eat. More than the money they save me I am thankful for the friendship we have!

I love you, Michelle!

Happy Thanksgiving!

I am thankful for...The Blazines and The Wilsons

When I moved to Houston 3 years ago I had the hardest time leaving College Station behind. I had developed wonderful lasting friendships, had an unforgetable college experience and had spent countless hours investing in the lives of small children. I seemed to miss the kids more than anything especially the family I used to nanny for.

When I started my job at UBC I immediately bonded with the Blazine family. They had triplets AND Kristi is an aggie. We had an instant connection. The best thing was that they even let me babysit their kids, so that I could get a little triplet fix! They helped me feel at home! On top of the personal connection we had, Kristi AND Bruce volunteered in Preschool!!!!!

The next summer the Wilson came into our lives and it got even better. I worked with Kyle at the church and it was nice to have a new friend on staff. He was always available for a venting session or a laugh at work. He also helps me with dad type stuff like fixing my car, moving refrigerators and stuff like that. Mary-Michele is just plain fun! She is always willing to listen and laugh!

Throughout the past two years I have become GREAT friends with Kristi and Mary Michele. Even though they are busy with husbands and they each have four kids, they are always willing to take some time to hang out. I always feel like I am important in their lives and someone special to them and their families.

I am in the process of getting ready for a "Girls Night Out" with them before we head off for the Thanksgiving holidays. Tonight is a great example of how special they are to me - they both have plenty on their plates with packing for the holidays and were willing to come hang out with me. I was in desperate need of some girl time and they never questioned it.

I love you girls!!!!!!

My hats off to people in retail....

Several months ago I went to a wine tasting with some friends. I noticed the store needed extra workers for the "Nutcracker Market", so I signed up to help for some extra holiday cash. Translated this means I must have been a nut on some crack. This was the worst idea I have EVER had. The people seemed very unorganized throughout the training and getting the scheduling done, which was also the case on Thursday morning. Unorganized and grippy would be the two words I would use to describe them. On top of the chaos that filled the air I had to deal with everything else. Grumpy customers, snobby rich women and my feet feeling like someone was driving stakes through them. It was AWFUL! I was scheduled to work today too, but at 11:00 pm when they called to change my schedule for the 3rd time I just told them to count me out. I was a quitter! Instead I got to enjoy the day shopping with my mom and sis-in-law. I will take the walk of shame next Friday to pick up my giftcard. This money was intended to be spent for Christmas presents, but instead I have determined I will buy myself some goodies for a long days work!

In return I gave my hairdresser extra tip last night! I tip my hat to people who deal with that on a daily basis and I have learned to appreciate my job just a little more!

Wrinkles

I woke up Monday morning with the nastiest wrinkle I have ever seen in my life right there on my face. I swear it happened overnight. I have never seen even a hint of a wrinkle and then the deepest most distinctly aging thing appeared. I am frankly incredibly bitter about this new addition to my appearance. Why did it happen? Why so drastic? What caused it?

Aging women are never considered attractive. They do everything their budget allows to keep looking young and flawless. Well I am everything but flawless and this new addition is not helping matters. When men start aging and have the glimmer of grey sprinkled throughout their hair it is considered sexy. It makes them look sophisticated. Nothing about wrinkles on a woman's face is considered sexy! I am bitter about the expectations society pushes on women and what this means as I deal with this "thing".

I realize this is a stupid blog, but does anybody have any "wrinkle cream" suggestions. UGH!

Vitamins, Caffeine and One Loooonnng Week

Anyone who knows me in the least bit is well aware of my disinterest in taking daily vitamins or medicine. In high school and college I kept a huge sign on my bathroom mirror reminding me to take my medicine. I would read it every morning and at least 3 days a week say to myself "I don't want to". It is like a control issue - saying "I don't have to if I don't want to - Ha!"

Although this year has been super fun and obviously the right change for my life, I have STAYED sick now for a record breaking 10 weeks. It is really getting a little bit ridiculous. Back in September, after several weeks of antibiotics, mom mailed me a package full of vitamins and instructions. I laughed in her face and said - Ha! No vitamins for me! I ended up compromising the next week - I was ready to feel better. I decided taking that many vitamins wasn't necessary. I would take a "One A Day" Vitamin. The search was short, but I was proud of my selection "One A Day Energy" vitamin. I was good to go.

I faithfully took the vitamin every morning along with my other billion antibiotics, cough pills, etc. It became a ritual. Wednesday morning I forgot to take my vitamin and for the first time I chose not to run in the house to get it - I vowed to myself I wouldn't let this become a pattern, but I really need to be at school early. By 10:00 am I had one of the worst headaches I have had in my life. Headaches and my job don't really go together very well. Especially since one of my precious babies plugs his/her own ears because he/she screams so loud (confidentiality). After two doses of Excedrin Migraine and bed at 6:30 I was finally able to shake the pain. The next morning I checked my vitamins and I realized that it has the same amount of caffeine as 3 Diet Dr. Peppers. WoW! That was the issue - my body was going through withdrawals.

I am still sick and now working on my 5th round of antibiotics. UGH!!! I decided on Thursday to go with the vitamins mom sent. I carry one of those old lady pill organizers, so I can have them handy and take them at the appropriate times.

I look forward to the day I feel like myself again. I also look forward to the day when my coworkers get to meet Kristin sans kleenex and smoker's cough! :)

Now back to test taking and writing!

Red Ribbon Week

This week public schools are participating in "Red Ribbon Week". I researched it a little, on wikipedia, and found out that this 'cause' was launched back in 1985. I wonder what it was like back then? Did the children "sock it to drugs" or "stomp out drugs"? These are the silly (but super fun) things we do with our kids these days, but I imagine that in reality its meaning is so different.

Yesterday I was shocked at the conversations I heard about drugs throughout the day. These Elementary kids had an in depth knowledge of drugs and could talk about them sounding more "in the know" than I could (and I watch a lot of CSI's and what not). I'm pretty sure that even in junior high and most of high school all I would be able to tell you is drugs are bad - and we are going on a parade to the courthouse.

It is truly scary what these kids have been exposed to at such a young age. It breaks my heart. The children have tons of stories of parents...siblings...friends and their addictions to drugs. Even down to one kid understanding that drugs are the reason his parents live in prison and he lives with his grandmother.

I feel overwhelmed with the realization that we must be ready to love on and advocate for these kids as they navigate through this world they live in. A world that I have no first-hand knowledge of, but that I can love them through.

I must get ready for "No Playing with Drugs" day - I need to find my jersy!

Too Much Acid

The other night I was blessed to enjoy a nice "free" bird bowl from Freebirds. ("Free" after the purchase of 10 overpriced, but especially delicious meals.) I find that at Freebirds the 'burritologists' always have a friendly smile and seem to make friends easily. This particular night I was eating alone (ok - lets be honest - 99.5% of the time I eat alone). As I enjoyed my nachos and read the paper one of the 'burittologists' came over to visit with me. He ended up making him self at home and even took a seat and joined me.

Somehow our discussion turned to jobs/careers. He begin to explain to me the perils of being a hippy. He claims that hippies get discriminated against more than any race or religion. He justified his statement with the story of his, non-hippy, friend that does "too much acid". Because his friend is not a hippy he is able to work as an engineer for a NASA subcontractor. "Even though he does too much acid it was easy for him to get a nice job."

I carefully chose to avoid the education aspect of the engineer vs. the food server and stuck on the "too much acid" comment. It intrigued me. How much is "too much" when it comes to acid. I may have been introduced to wordly things a time or two in my life, but I have never fully learned or understood drug lingo. This was funny, sad and intersting to me all at the same time. He tried his hardest to explain to me how much was "acceptable" and how much was "too much".

Throughout the past week I have thought aboout this comment many times. I don't have a problem with drugs or alcohol. I don't have a problem with theft or murder. I do allow acidic things in my life though. I do allow things to come into my life that may cause harm to myself or my relationships. I do justify things by claiming that I partake in an "acceptable" amount, but so-and-so, man, they do "too much"! It is time to accept that there is no "acceptable" amount of acid in my life.

Let the detoxing begin!

2 hours later

Well - I left with a headache and a little bit dazed and confused, but it wasn't as bad as I expected! I made no decisions today - I am probably going to be looking for a second opinion just to be on the safe side.

I feel like an adult today!

Financial Planning

Good 'Ol Dave Ramsey - sometimes I have nightmares about this man!!!!!

I am on baby step #4, which is basically the end for me at the present moment (no house/no kids). Monday at 5:00 I have my first meeting with a Dave Ramsey approved financial planner. I need help determing where to put my retirement from UBC.

I received this piece of paper in the mail stating that I have $_________ in ______ account contributed by employer and employee from 2006-2009. I have three options: blah, blah, blah. You lost me at "Dear Ms. Wood".

I have mixed feelings about this meeting on Monday, but frankly I am just proud of myself. I grew up absolutely terrified of being financially responsible for myself and couldn't wait to have someone else take over the financial part of my life. Through the past three years I have not made all of the right decisions with my money, but I have done pretty well. I have also learned that when I am responsible for my own money I can plan super fun vacations, which has been my favorite part of adulthood. I grew up in a family with not much $$$ and 5 people, so vacations were few and far between.

Over the past 3 years I have been to:

• Disney World [twice] (My favortie place on earth!!!)
• London [twice]
• Seaworld [twice]
• Indianapolis
• Atlanta [3x]
• Tahoe (Beautiful!)

My 2010-2011 Goals: DC and NYC (Saving for vacation is above saving for a couch in my book!)

I am getting all of my paperwork together, including my Dave Ramsey Quickie Budget, and ready for Monday!

I'll let you know how it goes!

Top 10 Things I love about My BFF

This weekend (despite the illness) I got to spend some time with my best friend of all times, Lee Ann. She is getting ready to have her 2nd baby, Megan Lee Thomas, at the end of November. I absolutely can't wait to meet her. This weekend was another lovely weekend to enjoy my new path in life. I was able to travel to Nacogdoches and spend some time with her, without the stress of getting back early today. This never used to happend (for instance, I have only seen her baby boy, Mason, 2 times in the past 2 years).

Top 10 Things I Love about my BFF:

10. She taught me how to ride a bike.
9. She has always understood how to use a round brush.
8. She dressed up in prom dresses with me when we were only 12.
7. She always wore socks to bed when we were children (which I never did/do).
6. She never went more than 2 months without a boyfriend.
5. Two words - Cupcakes and Wedding Dresses! :)
4. She was my first stalking buddy - look what you started (2 words - Fluffy Puppy)
3. She loves me despite all of my crazy personalities through the years.
2. She is the ultimate Martha Stewart homemaker - and fantastic mom/daughter.
1. Even if I only see her once a year - it is like we have never missed a beat!

Dependency Issues

During the past two weeks I have been made aware of a serious dependency issue I have. CCISD got a serious virus in the system and my work computer has been unavailable for the better part of the past two weeks. Then last Friday our home wireless connection become disabled. I have learned how much I miss people when I don't have access to things like e-mail, blogs and facebook. I have felt like the world was just passing me by.

I am not sure I should refer to this as dependency, because it is a great way for me to remain connected to friends and family from all over the world. I have, however, realized that I don't actually connect to many of my friends/family on a frequent basis. I must do a better job at actually calling people to check up on them and say hi.

I am currently chilling in Panera Bread waiting for 7:00 to take a test for my Research class. I don't have long before the test starts, but I thought I would check in and say hi to my cyber world friends. I miss you guys and promise to do better at staying in touch.

Saturday Night Fun

Well - it looks as if my upper respiratory infection still lingers on. Friday afternoon I slept until 5:30 and then went back to sleep at 8. The cough still lingers and the congestion remains in my chest. My precious little ones lack the concept of washing their hands (even though I remind them any chance I get).

I woke up Saturday morning and went to the Redi-Clinic to get more meds. I had to wait for 45 minutes, but finally got a new perscription. I must say I am a little concerned, because there really wasn't much interaction with the PA on call. She never took my temperature, listened to my chest or even asked my name for that matter. Hopefully it will help!

I ran several errands - including getting a new usb cord for my iphone. This meant I got to go home and update my phone to have MMS texting abilities - I am so excited.

Robert came over around 5:30 to hang out. I was anticipating a dinner at Abe's and then a movie at home. This was the plan! After dinner he took me captive and we headed to midtown. We had dessert at Ben and Jerry's and then went to Radio Music Theater. I have wanted to go there for over a year. It was super cute - and I laughed hard! He did good making the evening extra special for me - for no particular reason.

This morning I went to the 8:30 service and was snug on the couch at 9:40! I have felt a little yucky again today! I am now going to turn off my computer until I complete my homework and get ready to submit it. I have 5 hours!

Same Purpose/Different Role

Two weeks ago was my first week to start the venture for a new church. The first place I visited is having a sermon series on parenting, which made me all tingly inside. One thing I would like to have in a church is a place to serve (preschool ministry). I decided to volunteer this week to experience the preschool ministry at the church. It was a perfect week, since I was babysitting the Wilson children.

My plan would be to serve during the 8:30 service and attend the 10:00 service. (I must say that being home by 11:00 has been wonderful.) I got up early and started getting everything ready. I got all three kids dressed, two loads of laundry done, the dishes in the dishwasher and out the door by 8:10. I got to church and made the rounds dropping everyone off. Rylee was very confused about what church we were going to and why I had a new church, but she finally accepted it and went on her way.

Not being an "official volunteer" I just got a chance to observe the children and volunteers. I went to every classroom from Infants-4's. It was like a game of tug-o-war was playing inside me. I had a hard time taking a step back and accepting my role as a volunteer. My mind was racing with things that bothered me about the program and frantically tried to make a mental picture of the things that I thought were useful and top notch. At one point I had to take a step back and pray that God would allow me to focus on what my purpose was.

My prayer is that as I start this new adventure in life I will be able to embrace the fact that my purpose remains the same even though my role has changed. I am still seeking to minister to families and help them raise their children up in a Godly home. My role is no longer to oversee the ministry, but to take part in a new and exciting way. The ministry opportunities were endless and I was a bit overwhelmed trying to even think of what I would want to do for sure.

This morning at school two kids ran up to me and told me they saw me at church yesterday. They said they waved at me, but I didn't see them. At that moment I felt God working. I know it was his timing for me to move to public school and I can see that it will bring new opportunities to minister to families in ways I can't even imagine.

I ask you to please pray for me as I continue to make a decision about what church I will be attending and adjust to the new opportunities God has given me to serve him.

An Ode to Jenny Perot for her Birthday

Happy Birthday, Jenny Hanks (Perot).
Sorry it is one day late.

I searched my records high and low
and in the end cried "Oh no".

With all my changes I have lost your info
which means birthday wishes were a no show.

I hope your birthday was full of fun
and glad that this year it brought some sun.



I really did remember it was your birthday yesterday. I woke up and looked in my phone and realized your number didn't make it to my new cell phone. Then I went to send you and e-mail only to realize I don't have your e-mail address anymore - it was in my UBC address book. I was going to send you a facebook message, but I got home with 3 babies in hand for a fun filled weekend of babysitting. I am sorry to say that it slipped my mind last night. I hope you had so much fun!!!!!! I miss you and love you!!!!

PS - Do you remember the year Sara B. and I made you the scavenger hunt to find your birthday present? and Somehow I craved Blue Baker thinking of you and your birthday!

Entering the Throne Room

This weekend is one I have been waiting for ever since the day I accepted my new job. Two important things happened this weekend that I got to enjoy. I got to enjoy a three day weekend. I got to enjoy a Saturday, Sunday and Monday off of work. It was an absolutely incredible fun filled holiday weekend with my family and friends.

Friday night Michelle, Madisyn and I ran errands together and just enjoyed each other's company. We did girly things - mall, Target, Marshall's and DSW. We had a lot of fun and laughed until we cried.

Robert and I left for Livingston around 1:00 Saturday afternoon (he had a Cross Country Meet Saturday morning). We got to Livingston and enjoyed a nice home cooked meal with family and friends. It was a pretty low key night and we got to rest and relax.

Sunday morning was my first Sunday to go to church after leaving UBC. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect experience with God. I enjoyed a time of worship with the church family I had grown up with. I got to see people I had not seen in 5 years. We walked into church a few minutes late, threre were no expectations, no questions, no concerns, no responsibilities. I walked into the sanctuary for one purpose and one purpose only - to worship God with my church family. I could never explain to anyone the freedom I felt in that moment. The freedom to embrace the moment and spend time with God. I sat there as I listened to my dad lead the congregation while my mom played the music softly behind him and I felt like a small child again. I felt like I was a little girl listening to my parents, watching their examples, depending on their strength, learning from their wisdom. I truly felt like I had entered the throne room and enjoyed the presence of my God, a place where I can be healed, loved and sanctified in pursuit of pure holiness - I place where I can experience freedom.
Robert and I helped out in the nursery for the second hour. We got to help in Eli and Gauge's class, which was a lot of fun. We just got to play with the kids and spend time with my nephews. Aunt Kristin was super happy! :)

For those people who know my family you will understand how much fun I had enjoying Sunday lunch. My mother's family gets together every Sunday after church to eat lunch together. I have only been able to attend 4 Sunday lunches in the past 5 years, and I enjoyed every second of it. I especially enjoyed watching Robert get cornered by Papa to listen to endless stories of his life. We were no help - we just sat in the other corner and laughed.

That night we all got together for hamburgers, homemade ice cream and the slip-n-slide. Dad and my brothers rolled out plastic down Mema's hill and we used soap, sprinklers and water hoses to make our very own slip-n-slide. (They have done this before, but I have not been able to participate in the events.) Eli, Gauge and Cylas were ready for the fun. Eric has a broke foot and Stephen was on call, so it was just the boys, Puddin and Robert for the fun. They slide down the hill over and over for probably an hour. Everyone had good laughs and good fun. I went down the hill with Robert twice - we laughed - with each other and at each other.

Gauge spent the night last night and Roper came to play all moring. We got some good time to love on them and play with them. All in all I would say the weekend exceeded my expectations - and they were set high!!!!

Thoughts on teaching - more to come

This week I began my first week teaching at Bay Elementary (CCISD). I am teaching K-5th Resource. Teaching is a job that requires a great deal of effort and is at time very exhausting; however, it is a rewarding career and one that I have believed in and supported for a number of years. Anyone can earn a degree and be trained to complete a certain task, but it takes a special person to be a teacher. Teaching requires so much from an individual and definitely has to be something that comes right from the heart.
Children are the future and having the chance to impact their lives, one way or another, makes teaching that much more extraordinary. To teach is to impart knowledge, character, personality, ability, talents, stability and decision making to children of all ages, sizes, shapes, colors and ability levels. Teaching isn't simply academics, learning how to read and write, but it is about building and shaping lives in an effort to produce productive and successful citizens in the 21st century.
Teaching is more than standing in front of a classroom to give a lecture at the white board. It is about learning the individuals in your class, who they are, how they learn, what they like, etc. It is about helping them develop as people. It is about doing whatever it takes to reach each student to help them internalize the lessons. It is about making sure every child as the same opportunity to learn.
In my personal life I place a high importance on learning both formally and informally. It is my goal to help children find that same passion for learning however it looks in their individual lives.

more thoughts later....

"Bridewars" (a blog for Jenny)

My parents caved and put a television in my bedroom when I was a smalll child, which started a very bad habit for me. Every night I would go to sleep watching "Nick @ Night". I love shows like "Green Acres", "Dick Van Dyke", "The Mary Tyler Moore Show", "The Patty Duke Show", and the others. (The only problem was waking up in the middle of the night to "Drag Net" or "Alfred Hitchcock".) I became accustomed to noise as I fell asleep. With the noise in the background I was able to drown out the conversations I was having in my head.

When we moved to our new house in the 5th grade, my parents made the decision to no longer allow televisions in our bedrooms. Yikes. This caused problems for me, because I couldn't sleep well. I would stay up until all hours of the night worrying about and pondering things in my head. I started going to sleep watching something in the livingroom and then go to bed later in the evening.

In college I earned the privilege of making my own televsion decisions. I chose to have a tv in my room. I got in the habit of putting a movie in and making it my bedtime movie for weeks at a time. This is how I have learned almost every line in "The Wedding Planner". This movie wins the title for longest running air time on my nighttime viewing list after being the top (only) pick for an entire semester.

For about a year and a half I chose to go off television at bedtime. I had complications with televisions, cords, cable, etc. I also started having headaches and the light/noise was making them worse. This was a complete shock to my college roommie, Jenny.

After the short stint of breaking the habit, I have returned to the evil addiction of nighttime noise. Robert graciously (I mean listened to my words when I said "I want that") gave me his old television. He got the cords to connect the television to the dvd/vcr. I don't have cable in my room, so movies it is.

The first night he fixed it I put in "Bridewars", and tonight as I tuck myself in for a good night's sleep I am watching "Bridewars" for night number 24. It is good, but I don't know that I am looking for another "Wedding Planner" incident. Any suggestions for the next selection?

"Miss....MIss....MISS" an update on my life

These past two weeks have been crazy. I have been busy trying to wrap things up at UBC, while beginning my new job as a teacher. This will be the first time in my life I have ever been referred to as "Miss Wood". It will definitely be interesting and a change for me. It makes me feel extra old and a little impersonal. I picture the first week of school being pay back for the way we so "respectfully" called on our teachers growing up "Miss....MIss...MISS", as if their entire focus should be directed on me and my needs and desires. I imagine it will be fun. Another interesting firsts this job will entail is the need to relate to 5th graders. Personally I am not convinced 5th graders are relatable, so this will be a challenge for me.

A little side note - I have almost finished decorating my room. I am super excited out it. It is definitely bright and cheery. YEA!!!! Now if I can just the furniture I want/need and get it arranged in a way that is acceptable.

Anxious Anticipation

I'll never forget the summer after my first year in college when I began to ponder what my life would look like. Would I be the next Katie Couric? This had been my dream up to that point and everything in my life centered around making it as the next Today Show host. As the reality of life began to unfold I began to question my dreams and where my life would take me. My roommate, Shawna, had gotten me a part time job working at The Texas A&M Children's Center. Although I loved kids, I did only take the job as a way to pay my bills. During that first summer I finally admitted it outloud - my purpose in life would be working with kids.

Everyone who knows anything about me knows that my world from that point on has been consumed with small children and how I can invest in their lives. I have learned many things over the past 7 years (wow - that made me feel very old) about working with children. The main thing is that I have realized that if my true passion is investing in the lives of children I must be focused on investing in the lives of families. This has/will look different through the years.

For the past three years I have worked as the Director of Preschool Ministries at University Baptist Church in Clear Lake. This has given me the opportunity to work with families as they begin to foster the spiritual journeys in the lives of their preschoolers. I am so thankful for the confidence they had in me to allow me to do this job. It has truly been an honor to serve with these families.

For the past year I have been praying about where my life would take me from here on out. After much prayer and consideration I made the choice to begin searching for a teaching job. The search was long, but I am excited to say that I have accepted a teaching job for the 2009-2010 school year. I will be working as a Resource Inclusion teacher at Bay Elementary in Clear Creek ISD. I am looking forward to the new realtionships I will make as I am able to invest in the lives of families from a different perspective.

Through this process I have learned to be patient and that God really does grant the desires of your heart. I am full of joy as I anxiously anticipate my future endeavour.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

London (Day By Day)

Friday, July 3 - Day 1

We arrived at Hobby Airport at 4:15. I was running late (too much partying at Tanner Manor) and felt very rushed. We ended up catching an earlier flight from Hobby to DFW. We had about a 2.5 hour lay over in Dallas. I had my last good meal at Fudruckers. It was tastilicious!

During dinner I took my Tylenol PM and took a long snooze on the flight. The airplane's television was broken, so no movie entertainment for us. Because the plane was not full, I had plenty of room to stretch out and relax. It wasn't that bad.


Saturday, July 4 - Day 2

Our plane arrived around 12:30 at the London Heathrow Airport. There were a few questions at customs, but it wasn't bad. Everything was pretty painless. Martin (from Goldhill Baptist Chruch) picked us up in the "Happy Bus", a big blue bus with a big sunshine painted on the side. After about an hour of my first scary bus ride we made it to the church for lunch and to head out to the houses. For lunch we ate Dominos pizza - it didn't really taste like Dominos and had some interesting choices for toppings.

I went to my house,The Simmons Family, and took a LONG nap. The dad, James, works at Goldhill as the Pastor of Children/Students. The mom, Helen, works as an accountant. They have the sweetest little girl, Sophie. (She made me feel right at home - it couldn't have been any better.)

That night I went to a concert at the church. It was a CD launch party for a church member. It was actually a very worshipful evening (despite the Black-Eyed-Peas song) and a good start to the trip.

Sunday, July 5 - Day 3
I didn't have to be at church until 10:45. Although it didn't feel like sleeping in physically, I did feel like I had slept in mentally. It was truly a wonderful morning of worship and prayer. A true testament that God is at work around the world. I can't explain how much I needed that time - time to worship without responsibility.

For lunch we had "Bar-B-Que" (hamburgers and sausages) with another family from the church. It was rushed, but good to enjoy the beautiful weather and meet more people.

We had our first trip to the school and a meeting before evening church (which was again an amazing time to feel God's presence). I went to bed early - to get ready for a long week ahead of me.

Monday, July 6 - Day 4
I woke up on Monday morning and plugged in my Chi. I took one swip through my hair and smelt disaster. My hair fried and the Chi turned off to never return to the livinig. Then I tried to talk and things got worse. I had lost my voice and had this horrible high pitched squeal coming from me. It made for a wonderful beginning of the week.

The weather theme for the week was cold and rainy. I wore shorts on Monday, but that was the last day I felt brave enough to do that.

The kids at the school loved learning American Sports and were very interested in getting to know us.

After working at the school we headed to Oxford. It was absolutely beautiful - we went outside of "The Great Hall", visited the pub where CS Lewis and Tolkein wrote and saw the most amazing architecture. In Oxford we also experienced punting. It was a great group bonding experience on the river. You should google it if you have never heard of it.

Tuesday, July 7 - Day 5

• More time at the school.
• I got my voice back, but didn't feel very good.

That night we went to "Quiz Night" at the Village Hall. My group won a quiz - not because of anything we were able to help with - thank you to the English family who helped us out.

Wednesday, July 8 - Day 6

We left early in the day for a trip to London. It was a fun day, but my feet were killing me with terrible blisters by the end.

We visited:

• St. Paul's Cathedral (breathe taking)
• Tower of London
• Thames River Cruise
• Trafalger Square
• Leicster Square
• TGI Fridays (YUM!)
• Wicked (as good as it was the first time I saw it)
• Buckingham Palace

Thursday, July 9 - Day 7

More time at the school. By this day we were able to know more of the kid's names and build more on relationships. It was good. More sports - I am still not good at it!

Thursday night I helped out with Parent Night for one of the Children's Ministry events. This was more my element. They have a large group of community families who participate in their weeknight activities. Most of the parents I visited with did not attend the church, but their kids participated in the activities. What a ministry/mission field they have. Way to go Kara and James for including parents in the programs.

After I helped at the church I went to the Youth Center to help out. This is one really cool place for local teens to hang out. There was also some good Rock Band time.

Friday, July 10 - Day 8

This was our last day with the kids. It was bittersweet. The kids were eager to know if we were coming back next year or if they could visit us in the States.

After school we played the faculty in a game of baseball and had a bar-b-que (again - hamburgers and hotdogs). Our team won - although I did not make a point I actually hit the ball every time I went up to bat. This was a miracle in itself. I was rather proud of myself.

Friday night we went to the school production of Oliver. I thought it was well done. I enjoyed it and was impressed with the talent of some of the kids.

Saturday, July 11 - Day 9

We rode the train back into London. We visited Kings Cross to see Platform 9 3/4 and St. Pancras, which has a famous wine bar (which left a lot to be desired). We then went back to London and visited several shops, The National Gallery (my favorite) and ate at the Texas Embassy.

That night we helped out with an outreach event at the church. The event was not well attended by students, but I was really glad to see the amount of church members who were there to support the event (espcially the senior adults). We had a free bar-b-que (yes - you guessed it - more hamburgers and hotdogs).

Sunday, July 12 - Day 10

Another day of good worship - a much needed ending to the week.

That afternoon we went to Windsor Castle, which I loved. In my opinion it was better than Buckingham and Kensington, which I visited on my last trip to London.

That night we had our last evening meal of pub food and good laughs with friends.

Monday, July 13 - Day 11

Time to head home!!!! Yea!!!! We were a bit delayed in our arrival back to Houston, but I was home snug in my bed (26 hours later) by 11:45 pm. I didn't sleep well, but it was so good to be home.

Robert had made me a super sweet "Welcome Home" sign and brought me a much needed Diet Coke to the airport. When we got back to Tanner Manor I found my surprise - he had cleaned out my very messy car. Too Sweet!!!!

Moving Week

The week before I left for London was beyond busy. I moved houses on Monday and Tuesday. A huge thank you to my parents, Robert, Will and Michelle. I couldn't have done it without them. With their help the move was fairly painless. I moved my bedroom furniture into the house and everything else went into storage. I have had two garage sales over the past year and I thought I had lost most of my junk, but that is not the case. I still have a lot of crap. I guess 8 complete sets of dishes (12 place setttings each), 5 different sets of chargers and 3 different sets of glasses leaves plenty of boxes to be stored away. Over the past year 90% of my stuff had remained packed up in the garage, so I think Robert was a bit surprised as we loaded up the truck.

(The Saturday night before I moved I cut a huge gash in my big toe. The cut produced enough blood to look like a crime scene. It made for an interesting evening.)

In preparation for a 10 day journey I took two of my Texas Examinations. Wednesday morning I took my Special Education (EC-12) test. It was long and tedious. My brain was completely fried by the end of the test. On Thursday morning I took the ESL test, which was not easy as well. The great news is that I passed them both with flying colors. YEA!!!!! Two more things out of the way!!!!!!

Will and Michelle had planned a July 3rd party at the house for Friday. I was very sad I was going to miss out on the party, so we partied that morning. I got up and made a yummy "cooking light" breakfast. Well...I use the term "yummy" loosely. It was actualy "esgusting" in the words of Madisyn. Robert and I got about 2 hours of swimming in before it was time to go.

With all of this going on and the busyness of the trip it was a good thing I dropped my summer school class. This has been very strange, but I am going to make it. I just have to keep finding things to do, so I don't get too bored.

Security Blankets

When I turned 18 years old I changed my Livingston cell phone number to a College Station number. I was so excited and anxiously awaited the day I left for college. Three long weeks later I moved (May 28, 2001) and entered into a new era in my life that would end up changing to foundation of who I am. I loved college and the experiences I had while I lived in College Station. I loved it so much that I stayed for 2 1/2 years after I graduated. I didn't want it to end. I moved from College Station on June 19, 2006.

The decision to for look for jobs outside of the mecca was difficult, but I could tell I had reached my peak and it was time to move on. The first year I lived here in Houston I may have changed my address, but my heart stayed in College Station. I went to visit any time I could. I would even go up Thursday after work and leave the next morning in time to return to work by 9:00. I was unsure if the decision was the right one. (After all being social and making new friends is not really my strong suit.)

Although I have allowed myself to accept the fact that I am a Houstonian now, I held on to my College Station number. After all - that is the number all of my college friends know and what if I ended up moving back one day? No need to change it, right? It became my security blanket - the thing from home that made me feel safe in a strange place.

My cell phone had seen better days and plus I really wasn't even that fond of it. The texting was slow and annoyed me. Since I am going to London next week, I wanted a cell phone that had "global compatibility". (I can't be in another country and not be able to check in with mom - even if it is .99 a minute.) At the end of the process of haggling with the AT&T representative I ended up with a nice new IPhone for $99, whoop!

I was excited. I never have new technology such as that. Although it isn't the new fancy iphone, it is still way nicer than what I am used to. The paperwork began. I handed over my driver's license, gave out my social security number, agreed on minutes, texting package and then the bomb was dropped.

She turned her computer screen around and asked me to pick a new number. I said, "What"? Why do I need a new number? It was all explained to me and the whole time I kept wondering if I could emotionally handle getting a new number. How would everyone know? Can I keep their numbers? I could use facebook to let people know of my new number. Yikes. My stomach was in a knot.

I ended up making the jump into my adult life. I now have a Houston number! My life in College Station is officially in the past. The good news - I really do like my fun new phone.

June

So the month of June has gotten away from me and I have not spent much time blogging or even on facebook. VBS was last week and we all know what that means - I am very busy for about 3 weeks. We had record high numbers this year in Preschool VBS (Infants-Kindergarten) this year. Yea! What that means is we need record high numbers in volunteers, which of course we didn't have. I will say there were about 10 students that stepped up and really helped out a lot with VBS. They were amazing.

Robert's school was out for the summer at the end of May, so we have had fun seeing more of each other. We have been able to hang out at least 2 or 3 days a week, which is a big change from soccer season. We went to Space Center Houston the first Friday he was out. It was the first time I had been, since I moved to Clear Lake. We had a lot of fun. I was able to see lots of pics of astronauts I have met at UBC.

I am moving AGAIN next week. The story of a single gals life. I am actually going to move in with my friend Michelle and her family, Will (husband) and Madisyn. She has a baby on the way too! We will have a house of big love.

Summer school is not as stressful as it was last summer, but still a thorn in my side. After I finish this class I have my internship in the fall and then I graduate in December, whoop!

I leave for London in 10 days - I am super excited about my trip.

I guess that is it for now. I'll try to stay more on top of things in July.

Yard Work

I have found that with teachers things around the house get put off until summer. It is assumed that the built in two months of vacation should be a perfect time for the small jobs. With my mother being a teacher, I learned this at a young age and have accepted this as part of life with Robert. Robert teaches at a private school and summer started for them this weekend, so project time has begun.

Yesterday, Memorial Day, my parents came to Katy and Dad and Robert worked on stuff around the house together. It was a funny and very interesting day. I found myself concerned about both my Dad and Robert. Are they getting along? Is dad explaining what he needs Robert to do? Does dad realize that Robert is not one of my brothers? Is Robert helping? Is he nervous? Is he worried that the plumbing in his house is fixing to explode with one more bang (because I was)?

The day ended with three things on the to-do list marked off and (I think) everyone happy. It was a very interesting day in the life of our relationship.

I've Been Tagged

8 things I am looking forward to....

1. finishing school
2. going to the gym
3. fun weekend with friends and family
4. the end of VBS 2009
5. summer trips (yea for London)
6. "minication" this week (I am pakced and ready to go!)
7. using my Marble Slab giftcard
8. life changes (adventurous, exciting, different, fun - love them)

8 things I did yesterday....

1. went shopping with michelle beth (good deals at ULTA)
2. worked on VBS
3. caught up on some dvr
4. enjoyed some BW3's
5. washed some clothes
6. organized a little bit in my office
7. ordered a bunch of stuff on the internet (for work)
8. looked at insurance junk

8 things I wish I could do...

1. use correct sentence structure when writing
2. spell better (spell check spoiled)
3. strike a match
4. play the guitar (why didn't I stick with my lessons)
5. play nice with others
6. math
7. sing
8. public speaking (I used to be really good at it - now - scares me to death)

8 shows that I watch...

1. Grey's
2. Private Practice
3. Criminal Minds
4. NCIS
5. NUMB3RS
6. Pysch
7. Without a Trace
8. Sandra Lee Homemade

8 people I tag...

*going to skip this one - enjoy*

Pajamas

Today the Weekday Education program at the church had "Pajama Day" and they cordially invited the church staff to participate with them. I have been anxiously anticipating this day for weeks. My heart rejoiced as I awoke this morning - the long awaited day had arrived. I carefully chose my favorite "valentine" pajama shorts from GAP and a nice A&M t-shirt. I could not wait.

When I taught we had "Thursday Theme Day" in Squirrelville - and pajama day was my favorite. When we studied letter 'b' - theme day was "bedtime - wear your pajamas, letter "j" - theme day was "jammies", "p" - pajamas. You get the picture. It was fun. The kids loved it, my teaching assistants loved it and I loved it. There is just something about wearing your pajamas to work.

The day has ended and I am headed home from work, but there is a little sadness in my heart. When I was a teacher I could participate in childlike activities to engage myself with the children. Everyday day was a new adventure as our imaginations ran wild with excitement. Being a "grown-up" means I come to work - in regular clothes and participate in regular adult activities - like meetings. yuck. Maybe as Director, Preschool Ministries I will try to incorporate at least a quarterly theme day to raise the spirits around here. Fun should be had - even by adults!!!!

Summer Adventures

I was scheduled to go to London with our Collide Mission Trip this summer. Last week I realized that I can't find my passport anywhere. In the midst of moving, storage units, evacuations, etc. I have put it in a "safe place" no where to be found.

Yesterday I learned of a different mission trip to Virginia/DC and got very excited and decided to eliminate the passport issue and change trips. (Besides the Virginia trip seemed to fit me better anyway.)

Turns out the tickets have been bought - back to London I go.

Today I went to get my new passport. All of the paperwork has been sent away and $100 spent. The good news is - I have an unexpected petsitting gig for $100 next week.

It will be fun! No matter what - I am excited about having a less busy summer with work and school that will allow me to enjoy a summer mission trip! It has been a long time!

"For Spacious Skies"

I live in Clear Lake - the home of NASA. Most of the people I know have at least some connection to NASA or a NASA contractor. This year the United States celebrates the 50th year of NASA and space exploration.

Last night our church hosted a celebration honoring the people who work at NASA, "For Spacious Skies". I'll just be honest - I did expect it to be a well done program, but basically just went because it was expected of me. The night became much more than that.

Many of the astronauts that attend UBC shared experiences they have had in space. The moments when God has spoken to them, taught them, used them in their job. The stories were incredible. God is much bigger than we imagine. His plans for the universe, earth, our lives far outweigh anything we can wrap our own minds around.

During the performance I was surrounded by precious little ones. Little ones who I could love on, hug and hold throughout the performance. The kids sat in awe of the pictures they saw and the videos they watched and without hesitation stated with confidence that it was "God's creation".

The night ended with John singing "East to West", but the most beautiful sound I heard was sweet little Kayla singing every word in my ear. The tears started flowing. I was overwhelmed at how powerful God is - what he has formed in his hands - from the galaxies in the skies to the precious voices of little children.

It was a good night!

Passport

Part of my "staycation" to-do list was to get things cleaned up and packed away. Yesterday and today I worked hard to sort through this messy room and get it picked up. I still have things from Christmas on the floor. In this venture I decided it would be a great time to go ahead and get my passport out. I looked last night - no passport. I looked all day today - still no passport. UGH! It is really not like me to lose things. I am so frustrated. I really don't want to pay for a new one - that does not fit into the Dave Ramsey plan. I am giving myself until Monday to find it. If I don't have it by then - I'll go ahead and get a new one! I am so mad at myself.

Mary Michele

Today is my friend, Mary Michele's, birthday!

She has been a wonderful friend to me for the past 2 years.

I hope you have a wonderful day!

Staycation (Day 1)

The summer is on its way and I always take a vacation at the end of the spring. I usually take off the week of finals (and I did take off 2 half days last week), but this year I decided to take off the week after finals. I have big plans to sleep and relax, but I also have a long list of things that need to get done.

Go to the Doctor
Clean the Garage
Organize my Room
Finish Taylor's Baby Blanket

Day 1 of my "Staycation" will be spent going to the doctor and cleaning the garage! I also plan to catch up on some DVR'd television and work on Taylor's baby blanket (especially since he is 2 months old now).

YEA! Can't Wait!

Legacy

Today is Mother's Day! I think my mother is wonderful and I am thankful for her! As I think about my mother's legacy and what she has taught me to be - I would say the thing that sticks out the most is her desire to care for others. Growing up I always watched her give to others. When people were sick or hurting or busy she was always willing to help out in any way that she could. Today, on the day dedicated to honor her, she spent her day caring for my dad. My dad went into the hospital on Thursday and she has spent every moment with him caring for him! Selflessly she spent her days in the hospital room waiting patiently for doctors and nurses to help make him comfortable. Although I am sad she didn't get a day to herself (and even more sad that I didn't get to see her), I am incredibly grateful to have a woman as wonderful as her in my life. I pray that if one day I become a wife and a mother that I can be as supportive and caring as she is! I love you mom!

"the hot guy"

disclaimer: because i have heard my boyfriend comment on the attractiveness of other women, i have decided it is ok to write this blog.

Everynight at the gym the 9:00 "hot guy" comes to work out. You know what I mean by 9:00 "hot guy"? I mean the hot people don't all work out at the same time. They stagger throughout the day in order to be the center of attention during their personal workout time. Are you tracking with me or is this just a personal theory?

Anyway - tonight as I drove up to the gym (already 9:15ish) I notice the 9:00 "hot guy" pacing back and forth in the parking lot. He looks concerned. He looks confused. He looks worried. In a brief second I asked myself "should I stop" then quickly remembered that would be completely inappropriate. I go into the gym to workout and assume he has left. Too bad - he and 9:00 "slacker guy" provide me great entertainment during my workout.

The time is close to 9:30 and sure enough in he walks. (I am certain that subconsciously my eyes began to twinkle and I perk up and pick up my step just a little bit.) But wait.....his routine is different....he is not walking to his first spot....what is happening? On the treadmill behind me (I can see in the mirror) is the "pretty girl". She isn't "hot" - just an average "pretty girl". She works at the gym and is working out an unusual time. This is a rare situation. "Hot guy" walks up to her and is he - wait - no - is he? YES - he asks her out - on a date! I am sure my casual glances had turned to an obvious stare at this point.

After awkward banter back and forth the girl actually turns him down. "Pretty girl" turns down "hot guy". It was a strange night at the gym. I must say I could tell his pride was hurt. His usual confident glides across the gym floor were nothing but clumsy steps aimlessly taking him around with no specific direction. My heart actually felt sad for "hot guy".

To top it off at the end of my workout (of course not as long and involved as theirs) I see the most shocking thing of all. "Pretty girl" walks across the gym floor directly in front of the mat he is using, bends down to tie her shoe, and then gets a drink of water. (There was a water fountain way closer to where she started from.) Yes, "Pretty girl" rubbed it in his face.

This has given me great motivation to attend tomorrow night's show. Will "hot guy" regain his confidence and walk with pride again tomorrow? My interest is peaked!!!!

Pain in the Neck

Grey's Anatomy has been one of my favorite shows for many years. (I must say that this season I have been less than impressed, but remained a faithful viewer.) I remember watching a Nightline (or something similar) about Grey's during the 2nd or 3rd season. During the show they pointed out that the medical cases on Grey's mimic the issues involved in the personal lives on the doctors. After seeing the Nightline episode I have always been able to find the analogies between the cases and characters in each episode. (I also see it in Private Practice.)

What analogy does this have to my life?

For the past two weeks I have been excessively tired. I mean more tired than what is "normal" for an adult with any kind of life. I wake up exhausted and just want to go back to bed. This morning when I woke up at 6:30 I decided "heck with it" I am going back to sleep. I will wake up at 8:00 and be at work by 9:00. No big deal - nothing on the books until 10:00. So this is what I did. I rolled over and went back to sleep for peaceful dreams. I woke up at 8:00 - excited to be refreshed and start the busy day with energy - WRONG! I woke up with the worst pain in my neck and it has not gone away all day.

I feel like it was a nice analogy to a busy day. My day was filled with busy meetings with lots of work and homework hanging over my head. I felt like everyone and everything were just here to annoy me or add to my pain. I felt like my work at my job, my friendships and my relationships was pointless. The world around me was a "pain in my neck" today!

I am glad the day is over! I am headed to the gym and then to bed. I vow to wake up tomorrow with a realistic view of what lies ahead - I mean lets face it - I am known for being cynical - why change that now?

Girlfriends

My friend Julie gave me a new coffee table book for my birthday, "Girl Talk, Telling it Like it is". It is so funny that many times I have laughed so hard tears were rolling down my face while reading it. (OMG - Michelle).

One of My Favs:
Sometimes the line between high fashion and "What the heck happened?" can get a little blurry.

Reading the book made me appreciate my girlfriends. Different sayings and scenarios reminded me of different friends. I have such a wonderful group of girlfriends from all different stages in my life. I love them all!

Thanks girls for the fun times we have had together! I look forward to many more days and years of laughing and crying with you guys! You are the best!

Some More Humor From the Book:
(3 women driving down the road in a convertible)
Barb and Mildred just remembered the left their husbands at the concession stand.
"Friends don't let your sweat the small stuff."

Advice from Ida's personal trainner: "The trick is to dedap only when a cute guy is watching. Otherwise, save your strength for canasta."

Wonderful Surprises!

I have had a wonderful birthday - full of sweet surprises and birthday wishes. My friends, Julie and Michelle, found the 2 most perfect cards to give to me! I have a small garden full of beautiful yellow roses (thanks to the rents and Tanner family).

In case you were wondering! The change happened! My hair is short and blonde. Not super blonde - but it has had its first round of highlighting to get there. Yea! I love it!

I had a perfect day!

Yearn

What Do I Yearn For?

Yearn: to have an earnest or strong desire for; long to

I yearn for the semester to be finished, to be finished with school, for ice cream, family, sleep. This is not good enough. My heartbeat has to be yearning for something more than a weekend break. That should not be the focus of my day or the prize I look for. I pray that my heart will year for the things of Christ. I pray that I will yearn to feed the hungry. I pray that I will yearn to clothe the naked. I pray that I will yearn to give water to the thirsty. I pray that I will yearn to show the love of Christ to others. This should be my only desire. This should be the center of my focus.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzKCp2tLqUo

Sandwiches

I am by far one of the pickiest eaters in the world. The list of things I will not eat is endless. I do blame my family for this. They always catered to the things I would and would not eat. My grandmother would even buy a specific brand and kind of green beans just for me. She tried once to fool me, but I was quick. I caught her in the act. As I have gotten older I have tried new things and the list has gotten shorter (by new things I mean hamburgers not sushi).

Today at work we ordered food from Jason's Deli, which is common when we have meetings. I love sandwiches, but only from restaurants not from my house. (A little aside - I will only eat lasagne from my house not frozen or from restaurants - I told you I am crazy.) Back to the topic. A typical sandwich for me to order is the Club Sandwich. I love the Club Sandwich. I look forward to its arrival and savor every bite....after I remake the sandwich myself.

When my club sandwich arrives I take it apart. I remove all ham on the sandwich and sometimes even the middle piece of bread. You say "Kristin, that is a turkey sandwich". Yes it is. I eat my turkey sandwiches in the disguise of a club sandwich.

Sometimes I think this is a great analogy of my life. Don't get me wrong - I don't have this crazy alter life, but I don't always feel like people really know who I am. People at work and church know me as Kristin, Director of Preschool Ministries. They know me as the loud, outgoing girl who loves kids. They think this is me. In a way that is me - just like in a way the sandwich is still a club sandwich - but the real me loves to be alone, loves to be in the back and out of the center of anyone's attention. I don't like to be in charge of anything and frankly sometimes I just don't want to talk to people. This is the "turkey part" of the Club sandwich.

We can say my sandwich is like a turkey sandwich, but essentially it remains a Club. That is what people call it. That is what I ordered. That is what I paid for. If someone asks me "What did you have for lunch?" I reply, "A Club sandwhich." The person that loves kids and engages in conversations with mothers and fathers is the Club sandwhich part of my life. The part of me that essentially is "who I am".

Weird - I know.

Semester Finals

Semester finals have always been an interesting thing to me. I am not that great at school work or especially diligence, so they have often been a "make or break" for many grades (mainly math and science). This semester is not different than others - the end of the semester has arrived and I am frantically spending hour after hour trying to complete work that I have known about for 15 weeks.

This semester I took 2 classes: Creative Activities for Young Children and Statistics. I started the semester with a lot of prior experiences in creative activities and absolutely no understanding of what statistics is even about. As I reach the end of the semester - I can say the same is still true. I can come up with a creative activity, but I still couldn't even begin to tell you what a one-tailed test is or whatever that stat stuff is about.

The irony of it all.

I loved my creative activities class. There was a lot of busy work (which is never fun), but I learned a great deal about teaching. I learned lots of new strategies, techniques and ideas. I spent a great deal of time in a classroom this semester trying out all my newly learned tricks and teaching precious little Kindergarteners (and I loved every second of it). I just completed my final project for the creative activities class, which showed none of the things I learned. I completed every portion on the rubric and the final result (although good) shows no evidence of that which I learned this semester.

My statistics class - I took it online. That is the funniest thing I have ever done in my life. I made a "B" last summer in my technology class, so a 4.0 was no longer an option. This meant I really didn't care about anything, but passing the class. I have managed to take 15 quizzes and I have yet to learn 1 thing about statistics. I did however manage to figure out how to use the SPSS computer program to compute stats for me. I completed my statistics final project this weekend and received a perfect score.

Education is a subjectively interesting experience!

I haven't taken my final stats test and I am sure that will be a different story grade wise, but this is still an ironic ending to a long semester. I have unti May 10 to complete my final test. More on that later. (FYI - the hair is still being deliberated on - any suggestions are welcome.)

Expectations

We create expectations for other people. Sometimes these expectations are unspoken and sometimes we talk extensively about what we expect to happen or how we expect people to act. I go back and forth with people. Sometimes I believe in the good of people and the value of relationships and other times I become cynical and place little trust in what others will do for me. (I think this is a result of the awkward way I view friendship.)

This past weekend I experienced great disappointment in the let down of expectations I placed on others. With this on top of the current stress I am feeling with finals my bitterness meter was steadily going up today. Is it time to let them go? Is it time to release any need for expectations?

I had some good time in prayer and worship and began to wonder what it must have felt like on the cross. If I get this let down and downhearted about people hurting me over little things in relationships how painful it must have been to experience the ultimate let down from people created by you. How hurt God's heart must be everytime I neglect to uphold what it is expected of me as a child of God?

I must admit - I am still holding on to a glimpse of bitterness, but it made me think. I pray that I will release this bitterness and forgive with a grace that has been shown to me many times over.

Mary Kate and Ashley

This is not a normal camping experience. It is more like a Mary Kate and Ashley movie or Parent Trap. The camp "peeps" have a weekend full of fun activities planned for the families.

Attractions:
Petting Zoo
Water Park
Swimming Pool
Hay Ride/Sing Along
Outdoor Movie Theater
Karaoke
Lazer Tag
Meet and Greets with Yogi and Gang
Hiking Trails
and more

Overall it has been a good trip. I haven't finished as much homework as I needed to. I would have time tonight, but I am afraid the rain storms are headed this way. I will keep work as long as I can. Tomorrow will be a busy day - Praise Kids Concert Rehearsal, Stat Quiz due, Journal due. The key word for tomorrow will be "Focus".

On a Night Like This (I probably won't fall in love)

I was incredibly bummed out that I was missing the Dave Barnes concert tonight,

but life is still good.

I spent the morning running around like a chicken with my head cut off (tales from the farm) getting ready to leave for the weekend. My mind was very preoccupied with everything that needed to get done. I am in the middle of finals(yuck), but most of all I wanted to see good 'ol Dave play tonight (and I am so close).

I left Clear Lake around 4:00 and headed this way. I forgot the directions, so I called Julie and had her give me directions over the phone. I made it to Conroe and stopped at my favorite pit stop, buc-ees. I then routed myself through Hempsted to an interesting, to say the least, Brookshire Brothers to get an extension cord. The only way I can make it camping through this weekend is to have computer access. I have a paper, 25 journal articles and stat quiz due by midnight Sunday. I also have a big project due on Tuesday.

I pulled in to Yogi Bear park around 6:00 - the rain had started and my attitude had gone down the drain. So far things have been fun though. A very different camping experience than usual. I hung out with the families for a little bit and then went to watch Narnia at the outdoor theater. It got too cold and I was too tired to finish the movie. I am now sitting in my tiny 1 person tent. I am playing on the internet and listening to my ipod. What has the world come to? Technology has amazed me again tonight.

I must sign off and complete at least 1 assignment before I take my Tylenol PM and go nite-nite.

Cartoons with Yogi at 9:00 am - good times!

Let the Camping Begin

I am waiting on the dryer to finish and then I am headed to gather the last minute items (food from Sams) for the camping trip. I have wanted to visit Camp Jellystone for so long! I can't wait.

I am certain there will be many stories upon my return!

Happy Birthday Yogi!

Technology

Today I received a "friend request" on facebook from a guy named Brian Wood. He sent me a message that said "us Wood people should stick together". I had no clue who he was or how in the world he found me. It turns out that he is my roommate's boyfriend's old roommate (wow - if I got all of those contractions right then I am impressed).

Anyway - tonight we talked on fb chat for almost an hour. Random. Talked about life, family, friends. I made a new friend on fb tonight. Technology is amazing.

Oh - and the entire time I have been sitting here the creepy television has been turning on and off by itself. I watch way too many cop shows for that - someone is trying to kill me through the television - I am sure of it. :)

I had a great time tonight - yummy Italian food and good television -with a great man (Robert)! What more could a girl ask for?

Different Life Stages

I was born (almost 26 years ago - yikes) with beautiful blonde hair. I wore my hair long and straight. There were a few times as a young child my hair suddenly become curly after being permed, but basically never really any major difference in my hairstyle.

When I started 8th grade my hair soon began changing colors from beautiful blonde to blah brown hair. The solution - obvious - that is the moment when I first began getting my hair highlighted. After all - blondes do have more fun.

There were a few times here and there that I cut my hair or made a small change, but for the most part my hair remained long, straight and blonde for 23 years.

When I moved to Houston things changed - I became adventurous with my hair-dos. For the past 3 years I have made pretty major changes to my hair at least three times a year. I think it is funny that people here are not surprised at all when my hair is different. They almost expect it. When I see people from other stages in my life they are surprised if my hair is not long, straight and blonde.

I write this because I just spent 10 minutes looking at my hair - trying to decide what to do next. Do I fall under the pressure to change it or do I just not care and leave it alone. I must admit that I do agree - it is a very boring hairstyle for the time being.

To be continued - decisions made by next Thursday!

Facebook Therapy

Today I was playing on facebook and found a quiz "Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?". I decided to take the quiz, of course. I openly admit I am crazy and my co-workers refer to my many personalities frequently. I didn't exactly know what to expect, but the answer was not at all what I anticipated.

You see - I have the strangest job to accompany my incredibly awkward personality. I am not a people person at all - I love being alone and could spend weeks at a time with very little interaction with people (at least face-to-face....I might need a facebook status check), but my job requires me to spend a lot of time with people. This is why my friends say I have "multiple personality disorder". The change in me between Sunday at 12:30 and Sunday at 1:15 is very different. I usually don't talk to anyone on Sunday afternoons, because my people limit is maxed out.

Keeping that in mind - Facebook diagnosed me as "Dependent":
You have Dependent Personality Disorder. You can't bear the thought of being left alone by the person closest to you. You are often described as "clingy", and that you are; you go everywhere your significant other goes, even if you don't want to go where s/he's going. You often manipulate your significant other into doing things for you by playing a helpless victim role. Your greatest fear is having to live on your own with no one to take care of you.

It made me laugh - yes - I am "clingy" at certain times with certain people, but I don't know anyone who would use that as a day to day descriptor of my personality.

So I determined 2 things from my facebook experience today:
1) I should not base my perscription needs on the results of a facebook quiz and
2) My friends may describe me as "strange", but I can't find 1 friend on facebook who couldn't add that to their "all about me" list.

Blogging Time Again

So - I haven't blogged in quite some time now! I decided to jump on the blogging band wagon again. Basically it all boils down to the fact that finals week is upon me and the to do list is endless. I am looking for a way to avoid both homework and work/work.